Today hasn't been a good day. It has been one of those days that I feel so alone I would be alone even in a crowd of people. Just can't shake the feeling. It has been a raining day and I don't like them and it is close to Christmas and I don't like the Holidays. Well guess I will quite complaining as it doesn't do any good. No one wants to hear that any way. I think I will go to bed and cover up my head. 

Can't sleep night

Went to bed but up again as I can't sleep and was here and then I realized that it had been over a month since I had wrote on my blog. Well here I go it has been a rainy day all day and it is suppose to rain tomorrow again and I know that we need the rain but I sure miss the sunshine. Went to the Swap Meet on Sunday and spent to much money and now I feel bad that I did use my head and say I don't need that. The money that we spent on the house and what I would like to do yet so I need to watch my spending for a while. Well what is done is done and I will just have to do better from now on.