Today hasn't been a good day. It has been one of those days that I feel so alone I would be alone even in a crowd of people. Just can't shake the feeling. It has been a raining day and I don't like them and it is close to Christmas and I don't like the Holidays. Well guess I will quite complaining as it doesn't do any good. No one wants to hear that any way. I think I will go to bed and cover up my head.